|Thursday, June 16th, 2016|
What's the purpose of life? Am I here for a reason, or will my fears be confirmed and realize I'm here by chance, and only chance. Stuck on a planet, that's orbiting a star, that's orbiting the nuclei off the milky way galaxy, that's wondering about this universe, that's possibly in a multiverse. And does it stop there? Compared to all that, it's hard to feel like my life is significant. My tiny life. Does my conciseness matter? All I am is matter surrounded by other matter. That's all I'll ever be. An observer, observing for now with my human senses waiting for tomorrow. Waiting to see for what existence has in store. It's hard not to feel insignificant or small, or like I'm here for a reason. Am I even here? Or is this an illusion? Well if quantum mechanics is right and nothing is real until a fellow observer looks at it, someone please look at me. But no one is looking and no one is listening. So, why do I write here? Why do I go on? It's so easy to let go when you have nothing to hold on to. Plagued by a pool of human emotions haunting me to the very end. But will it be the end or the beginning? May be just and endless cycle floating in the seas of iternity. Never seeing what's below. Below, where the answers to all the most important questions lay. The mechanism to existence. Sitting there, on the bottom of the deepest level. Waiting to be unraveled, but always just beyond reach. Whether for intellectual reasons or because that's how it's suppose to be. Let it be for that's all we can do. Observe and exist.
|Monday, November 12th, 2007|
|Wednesday, August 1st, 2007|
I don't like this thing. Everyone probably thinks I'm dead.
|Saturday, May 5th, 2007|
|Friday, April 13th, 2007|
Do I just have good luck or is someone watching over me?
|Tuesday, April 3rd, 2007|
I'm getting promoted at work to shift manager, so I guess I won't quit now. The new GM is cool and doesn't try to make me it cake like the old one. I don't really have anything else to say.
|Monday, March 19th, 2007|
Finally all my hard work has paid off. I brought home my Cadillac Escalade Saturday night :)
|Sunday, February 25th, 2007|
I think it's safe to say that's it's been the worst week this year. My cat Tom died and my mom needs surgery. Feb 22nd was already bad enough.
|Friday, January 19th, 2007|
my love life was getting so bland
there are only so many ways i can make love with my hand
|Monday, January 15th, 2007|
I woke up feeling like shit, so I thought I'd just stay in the house and do nothing like any other sick day, but it turned out to be a really good day. I started cleaning and I found my brothers old Gibson SG. I looked at this thing and it was covered in dust, plus it is all black, so it looks really dirty. Besides being dirty it was missing some strings. So, I spent the day cleaning it, setting the brigde, positioning the picks, and of course throwing some new strings on it. Now, it was time to plug in... it was probably the sweetest sounding SG I've ever heard. I can't believe I'd had this in my house for so long and never touched(I'm more of a Fender guy) This is definitley going to be used for some recording, along with my original 72 strat my dad passed down to me! Plus, the one I'm getting for my 18th B-day, which I haven't decided on yet. Maybe a hallow-body..
|Saturday, January 13th, 2007|
I am getting a Cadillac Escalade.
I'm dead serious!
|Wednesday, January 3rd, 2007|
|Monday, December 25th, 2006|
I got a new gun for Christmas. Now, if you'll excuse me, I got some people I need to take care of.
|Friday, December 15th, 2006|
I'm going to fuckin' explode. I cannot take this anymore. FUCK. How could you do this to me?!
|Wednesday, December 13th, 2006|
|Wednesday, December 6th, 2006|
Normally, you may be a fairly private person, yet you now have a chance to show the world how well you can play with others. Perhaps you feel more ambitious than usual and aren't certain how best to apply your efforts. Don't worry about making a plan, for your greatest strength is your ability to make it up as you go along. Have faith in the process and be ready to take your life to the next level.
Something I have been working on for about nine months is almost done.
|Wednesday, November 29th, 2006|
About a week ago I hit my head in the same spot twice, and about three days ago I hit it again. This time it was really hard. Now the whole left side of my body hurts. How come I get hurt so much?
Saturday we start recording for 10 hours, word. The party after. Let me know if you wanna go.
|Thursday, November 16th, 2006|
people don't hide things from me too well.
|Saturday, November 4th, 2006|
To anyone and everyone who said I would never get a job(besides being a huge rock star ;) )
......FUCK YOU! I got a job and get paid $15 an hour and I get to gamble! Yeah, it's at a casino, but I get to work with Gabe and Kyle :]
|Monday, October 30th, 2006|
I got my 9mm and my three piece suit ready for tomorrow.